For her
How can one know something
that is going to be in the future?
It happened to me once before,
so I am not that keen on it.
I knew, before the relationship
with N. started, that it would be.
It happened, and two years later
we were about to kill each other
and getting ready for divorce.
And now, with you, even though
nothing worth mentioning
has ever happened, I have
the same feeling of certainty
(sometimes). And no, I am not
pushing it. I can and will not
push you, and I will not be pushed
myself. Everything to be
is to be loving and free.
– Leonard Blumfeld (© 2010)
Written for
napowrimo #28, intuition.
Wasn't happy with the ending, amended it, like it better now.