For A.B.
How
long
will I
find ways in
myself to suffer
spending so much time without you?
– Leonard “Without Her” Blumfeld (© 2009)
Posted as an entry for Sunday Scribblings' Weird. What's the connection – what does this fibonacci have to do with weirdness? Well, it's about the weird game of perceived true love, perceived self-deception, renewed hope, renewed attraction, inability to let go I've been playing with and against myself for close to two years now. What stamina! That is weird, isn't it?
It is diffiult to let go. I still struggle over a lost love and a crushed ego from over 40 years ago. It can be pushed aside but never totally removed.
ReplyDeleteit is weird, you're right...
ReplyDeletehealing is always difficult. prayers for you.
ReplyDeleteWeird, but it happens. Happened. Is happening. Will happen. :) Good fib!
ReplyDeletei know that my exuberance for moving on is sometimes a cover to the more vulnerable feelings of not being able to let go. the fake it til you make it mindset.. love IS weird. very.
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